Why, when the darkness is some how more beautiful than anything else, would I even bother?

I hate this place so much. I was so happy there. At Imperial. I never felt like I do here. So alone and isolated. I was happy. I was having fun. I was with people I really liked. I fucking hate this place. Fuck it. Fuck this place. I’m never going back. It can burn for all eternity in fucking hell. 

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This life is more than ordinary
I honestly can’t fucking stand it. It hurts me. 

Everything feels like a jumble. So unorganized and such a mess.